So Much

I've been trying to write blog posts for weeks now.
There is so much going on it's hard to even put it all into words.

The husband and I celebrated our 2nd Anniversary 2 weeks ago. Our wedding
still feels like yesterday! I love this man more than I thought possible, and the
love continues to grow.  There's so much more I could say about this but that's
between the two of us.

I'm 5 1/2 months pregnant now,  I'm halfway there.  The little man has been
dancing up a storm (possibly an early sign that my fantasy of him being the
next Mikhail Baryshnikov or Fred Astaire will come true??)
Been back and forth with feeling overwhelmed by the whole thing, mostly
on the emotional front.  Creating life is mind blowing and so is carrying it
around inside of you. The occasional realization that the husband and I are
actually going to be someone's parents is a lot to take in.  On the flip side
there is the majority of the time that I feel completely OK with
all of these things. But like all gigantic life changes fear and doubt
creep in now and again.

The holidays are rapidly approaching and I'm excited for them.
I'm so ready to make our house cozy and festive and to spend
as much time with family and friends as possible.  There is something
magical about this time of year, I love the building momentum at work
and the planning of gifts, cards and decor at home.